klau ada duit...semua jadi..........

skang ni aku tiba2x teringin sgt nk makan cupcake...pastu nk beli umah sebijik....handphone feveret aku sebijik...mcm2x yg aku teringin nk beli....nk masuk kelas muzik...nk masuk kelas berenang...nk travel...nk blnja adik2x aku n parents aku...arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...

pikir2x balik byknya benda aku nk buat...tp semua tk terjalan lg sbb duit.....klau ada duit...semua jadi....aku teringin sgt nk beli sumthing tu tanpa perlu pikir 'nnt tk cukup plak budget buln nih..'...'nnt tkleh plak nk beli handphone'....'syg la duit'....huhuuuhu....bl la nk cukup duit nih....tp duit mmg tkkn penah cukup....kita sendri kena pandai manage duit kita...org kta semakin byk duit..semakin besar kemahuan...so jd semakin tk cukup duit.....huuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhu...ntah la....

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my other half...i wonder who he is and where could he be...

aku slalunya mls nk pikir psal jodoh2x nih...aku lbh suka berserah ja..n rilek dlu menikmati single life nih....tp bl boring2x tuh..n bl part nk angkt barang2x berat (contohnya nk pindah umah) secara otomatik dlm hati berkata..'klau ada pakwe tkpayah susah2x aku angkt almari nih..'..haha

'ko tk takut ka jd andartu?' kata si polan A...
'ko tknk kawin ka?' kata si polan B...
'ko nk kenal tk kawan aku ni...dia bujang lg' kata si polan C...
dan soklan yg paling famous skali tiap kali aku blk kg or attend kenduri kendara...
'bl nk kawin nih??nk cari yg mcm mna lg??nk makcik carikn??' berkata si polan E, F, G, H, I, dan lain2x lg....

umur 26 tahun pd aku tkla terlalu tua or terlalu muda...sbb tu la aku rilekkk ja...lg satu..aku ni sebenarnya terrrrsangat la pemalu..org kedah kata penyegan...klau aku suka kt seseorg tuh...sumpah aku tkkn cakap...kena ugut pancung kpl pon mmg aku tkkn ckp..bg hint pon tk...tersangatla pemalu aku nih...aku lbh suka pikir klau ada jodoh..ada la...mmber aku penah ckp kt aku...'smp ke tua la ko tk kawin klau cmni'...tk kawin pon aku tk kisah...klau itu ketentuan utk aku...bgus tk aku??berfikiran positif sentiasa...haha

tp sejak akhir2x nih...aku jd risau plak...kemana menghilangnya sifat yakin diri n positif aku tuh??haha..mebi sbb boring teramat kot..time2x weekend terperap kt umah tgk crita jepun n korea ja...nk kuar??buleh jer klau time ekonomi tgh bagus...tp klau ujung2x buln tuh...susah jugak la...

bl rs boring teramat tuh baru aku terpikir..sapa la jodoh aku sbnrnya nih??dekat ngn aku ka??jauh ngn aku ka??org mna??keja apa??anak sapa??apa sejarah hidup dia??...perghhhh...sbb tuh la aku mls nk pikir...

yg tgh kapel tuh...korg kompem ka yg psgn korang tu mmg jodoh korg??or korg ragu2x jugak n terpikir mcm apa aku pikir skang sapa jodoh korg sbnrnya??phm tk ayat aku?...tk phm tkpa..yg penting aku phm....

aci tk klau aku suh mak aku tlg carikn jodoh utk aku??sbb aku tk yakin ngn pilihan sendri....klau parents tlg cari ni insyaAllah dpt yg baik2x...kn??desperate ka??aku rs tak...klau desperate ni aku dh lama aku trima sesapa yg tgh ngorat aku tuh..cheewahh..mcm laku sgt ye tak...

apa2x pon...isu kawin ni terlintas kejap ja dlm pikiran aku...cm biskut chipsmore tuh..kejap ada kejap tkdk...kejap pikir kejap tk...time tgh happy..tk pikir nk kawin...time boring bru terpikir....mcm2x la aku nih...aku sendri pon pelik ngn apa yg aku nk...haha

soklan cepu mas....korg dh ready ka nk pikul tanggungjawab jd sorg suami or isteri org nih???dh ready nk jd parents???lu pikir la sendriiiiiiiii..<--tiru div="div" nabil...hihi..="nabil...hihi.." tagline="tagline">

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20.10.2010

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tora datang lg....

dh lbh sebulan kot rsnya aku tk update blog....punya la bz since involved ngn project bru kt opis nih...blajar benda bru..bsp application...ditambah ngn schedule yg tight...1 task kena siapkn dlm 3-4 ari...dh la bru lg ngn bsp nih....ujung mggu pon aku dtg opis tau...huhuuh...tp aku suka la..coz benda ni tk ramai lg expertise..so ada big opportunity for me to become one...cheewahh...ok..enough about keja aku nih....ni aku update gmbr2x time raya haji lps kt klntn....as always...ry kt klntn mmg meriah....gmbr kt atas tuh gmbr sedara-mara aku tgh bergotong-royong sembelih lembu....mmg best...aku tk p tgk..sbb nnt aku jatuh kesian tgk lembu tuh kena sembelih...so ni gmbr2x yg adik2x aku amikkn....mna nk cari suasana cmni kt pekan skang nih...tmbh2x lg kt KL....kn??kn??

gmbr2x yg atas ni plak time kami sekuarga p Pantai Cahaya Bulan....mkn udang goreng tepung ngn sotong goreng tepung kt tepi pantai....mmg best gila la wa ckp luu...murah lak tuh...cm biasa family kami ni mmg pantang bab2x mkn ni...tmbh2x lg si kembaq tuh....mkn byk tuh...blom lg kak dia yg lg sorg tuh(bukn aku...boyah..hihi)...berpinggan2x tambah....sotong besar2x lak tuh....ngn air kelapa lg....tk smp rm100 pon....mna nk dpt seafood yg byk bwh rm100 nih???kn??kn??lps mkn tuh mmg tk sah la klau tk posing tepi pantai....jd excited plak aku ngn adik aku boyah amik gmbr2x si kembaq tuh...suh depa posing skit....mmg best balik klntn...gomo klate gomo deh...

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funny pictures...

1st time aku tgk gmbr nih...mmg aku tk tahan la..pecah perut gak la gelak....tgk arrow kuning tuh....penuh dramatik btoi laki tuh....

kentut berapi tuh...powerr...

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ice mocha make my day....(^__^)

jemput minum.........

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sgt pelikkk and it freaks me out......

kejadian yg baru ja berlaku td..time aku tgh menikmati lunch aku kt meja opis nih...tgh duk suap nasik tuh...tiba2x sorg mamat ca ya nun alip yg kerek kt opis aku nih...yg tk penah2x tegur aku sejak projek shell dlu abih...tiba2x dia tegur aku td....aku punya terkejut sampai aku lak tercakap 'excuse me' kt dia....pdhal dia la yg kena ckp....aduhhhh....malu gila sehh...cm nk sorok bawah meja ja muka ku ini..huhu....pastu dia tnya aku tk p brunei ka...aku pon ngn mulut penuh nasik nih...jawab la tk p...diorg dh finalised dh list consultant yg p sana..aku associate ja...of kos la bg kt konsultan.....tp sgt pelik la sbb dia ni tkkn tegur org klau org tuh tkdak kepentingan utk dia.....itu yg aku pelik tuh tiba2x dia tegur aku..tkkn nk tnya pasai benda ni ja...tk dpt tercapai dek logik akalku...hmmm....cm ada kutu di sebalik rambut ja nih....creepy...aku kena berhati2x nih....hmmmm...

updated 13/11/2009

aku dh tau knp tiba2x dia berperangai pelik tuh....sbb dia nk mintak tolong wat kn 1 program kt dia....tp disebabkn dia tgk aku cm reluctant ja...dia tk jd bg kt aku....dia bg kt sorg lg ofismate aku....aku dh agak dh...mesti ada benda dia nk mintak tlg nih....buknnya tknk tlg...aku suka jugak tlg ni sbb dpt la ilmu lebih...tp ngn dia ni tkleh tlg...sbb dia tk appreciate lgsung...

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please make my day today....

aku sgt mengantuk kt opis arini...pg2x lak tuh...mebi sbb tdoq tk lena smlm...mimpi yg sgt2x pelik melanda...then aku terjaga 2-3kali....bangun pg dgn prasaan yg pelik n tk cukup tdoq...masuk ofis plak terdengar minah cina sorg nih berckp tepon skit punya kuat gila....pastu marah2x psal benda projek dia nih...annoying tau tk..terus aku pakai headphone..bukak lagu dlm hard disk aku...

to my fren edang...takziah nyah...hp dia kena curik smlm...cmna leh kena curik tuh?..teruk btol la sapa yg curi tuh...aku penah gak mengalami nasib yg sama...hp kena curi...sony ericson k77oi ku kaler purple lg tau..kaler feveret ku....huhhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuh...sedih sgt...mmg tk guna la sapa yg amik tuh....tk aman dunia akhirat...to nyah edang...bersabar la yer nyah...dugaan Allah nk bg kt hampa2xNya...tgk sejauh mna kita bertakwa kpd Dia....

mengantuk dh ilang skit bl dh pekena nescafe secawan(mai secawannn)...pastu berjalan2x kt tempat zatur ngn azahari....segar bugar aku...bru la bersemgt nk wat workflow tutorial ku yg dh seminggu tertangguh...haha..meh dgr lgu kt bawah ni...30 seconds to mars...mesti dh tk ngantuk...

30 seconds to mars - i'll attack

30 seconds to mars - a beautiful lie

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life is complicated....

Rasa life ni complicated sgt bl kita kena wat keputusan n pilih jln yg kita tktau baik or tk utk kita...slalunya aku akn tnya pendapat family aku..n kengkawan...but apa2x pon keputusan still kt tgn aku...mcm mak aku ckp...whatever decisions i make..i'm the one that will hav to face it in the future..make sure it is wise...REGRET...benda tu yg aku takut...too much of 'WHAT IF' of coz...seriously aku buntu...bl dlm situation cmni...itu la gunanya istikharah...berserah dan tawakal...serahkn pd Tuhan lps kita dh berusaha....yaAllah..tunjukknlah jalan..

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let it go..

kdg2x kn..bl aku terpikir benda2x yg leh buatkn aku marah n sedih...rs cm nk jerit kuat2x or p ke tmpt yg jauh dr org..ats bukit ka..duk rilek sorg2x...or drive randomly without any direction..penah tk rs cmtuh??haha...biasala tuh..tiap org ada cara utk dia release tension....pastu kdg2x tu..bl teringt benda2x yg dh berlaku...i just said to my self..let it go...let it go...let it go...let by gone be by gone...what's passed is past..ain't it??tk guna kita nk igt blk or nk karang ayat pnjg2x dlm hati benda2x yg tk terluahkn...bl teringt org2x yg buat bg kita marah tuh...mmg sakit ati...sbb rs kdg2x tu apa yg dia buat kt kita tu mmg tk patut..rs teraniaya...tp biasala..manusia kn..mmg tk terlepas dr wat silap..kita pon tktau apa yg dh kita wat kt org..mebi the same thing...we never know...so i just said to myself again...let it go...let the anger go...let the vengeance go...let it all go...just give ur forgiveness....n yet...i can forgive...but never to forget...kn??easy to forgive...but not to forget...slalunya cmtuh la...but at least bl kita dh forgive...kita dh cool down..dh rilekkk...dh tk rs emotional burden lg dh....so...this is what i'm gonna do now...just let it go...............................

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1st strike - i forgive u....

1st strike - i forgive u..

2nd strike - i'm stupid..

3rd strike - forget it!!u r the most untrustworthy person ever..

hav u ever come across this situation before??u dearly trust that person n the person makes u disappointed...n u forgave him/her then gave him/her a 2nd chance...and he/she disappoint u again then bla..bla..bla...

this morning..my team lead, dennis...gave me something to ponder about...well..when i relate it to my daily life and previous experience...yup..those simple sentences above did hav biggg impact in my life...well..just want to share it with u all guys/ladies...ciowww

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i've been tagged....

actually dh lama my sister,bahiyah tagged me...but today bru nk reply...sori sis..got no time for this...haha...belagak gila...

1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
3. Tag 10 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.
4. Link the person who tagged you.
5. Leave a comment for each blogger.
6.You are not allowed to tag back the person who tagged you.



7 facts about me..

well...

1. i'm single n available...haha
2. a good motivater...and listener too..
3. lurrvveee coklat very much...
4. like to shop clothes n shoessss...
5. i am a fantasy-dreamer-prince-charming kind of gurl..haha
6. dun like to be forced..i'll do it if i want to..but dun force me..
7. like my car very much...my darling is my car...hihi
8. judge people n everythings by my own judgement n proved to be true mostly...
9. i'm an observer..i like to listen to other people stories..then compared with mine..n realised that i am lucky...
10. +ve thinker..always consider every aspect before making any decisions
11. very talkative...i like to talk..
haha...that's more than 7..





01. what is the most important thing in your life ?
my family(forever n always)..n my career(i love my job rite now)...

02. what is the last thing you bought with your own money?
hmmm...specifically..if it's major thing..it was my handphone(previous handphone had been stolen)..huhu...minorly..of kos my lunch food la..

03. where do you wish to get married ?
(blushing) =P..i'm not planning for anything grand n out of ordinary...just at my house..hihi

04. how old do you think you will get permanently owned by your lover ?
of kos la until death do us apart...but sadly to say..i dun hav a lover yet..haha

05.are you in love ?
nope..sapa nk jd pakwe aku??angkt kaki...haha

06. where was the last restaurant you had dinner at ?
the garden fudcourt...friday lunch..

07. name the latest book you bought ?
that will b..i dun remember that title..but the author is LJ Smith..

08. what is your full name ?
Sharifah Puteri Nurul Azlina Binti Mat Nawi<--yg bold="bold" br="br" ja...="ja..." tu="tu">
09. do you prefer mother or father?
both la of kos...apa daaa...

10. name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time?
my prince charming...who ever u are..plis show urself...haha..tgk...berangan lg..

11. christina or britney?
2-2 pon tk suka...

12. do you do your own laundry?
huhu..skang ni terpaksa la...nk wat cmna...living on my own in this metrofulus city..

13. the most exciting place you want to go?
that will be paris,japan,makkah(insyaAllahhh..)

14. hugs or kisses ?
tk dpt kisses hug pon jd la...haha

15. point out five things about the person who tagged you

bahiyah
- adik aku
- suka mkn..suka tidoq..suka DBSK
- suka berleter..
- spoil..hihi
- suka pow duit aku..hihi..jgn mareee boyah...bocor rahsia..haha

16. eight things i’m passionate about
hmmm...
- music
- story books especially vampire,witches,psychic power stories..all supernatural things..
- chocolate
- flowers
- my car
- my handphone..purple sony ericson k770i..dh kena curik..huhuuh..aku nk beli bru model n kaler yg sama..
- currently..i like to watch tv series..such as heroes..hana yori dango..etc..
- my dressing style

17. 5 books i have read recently
- twilight
- new moon
- eclipse
- breaking dawn
- peperiksaan am kerajaan malaysia(preparation for exm PTD 21/2 nih...huhu)

18. eight songs i’ve been listening over and over again
hihi..i love this part..
- the man who can't be moved <--the br="br" script="script">- halo <-- beyonce="beyonce" br="br" knowles="knowles">- cookie jar <-- br="br" class="class" gym="gym" heroes="heroes">- just a dream <-- br="br" carrie="carrie" underwood="underwood">- run <-- br="br" leona="leona" lewis="lewis">- love story <-- br="br" swift="swift" taylor="taylor">- maharaja <-- br="br" ram="ram" ramlah="ramlah">-doa taubat <-- apa="apa" br="br" igt="igt" madrasah="madrasah" nama..tk="nama..tk" ntah="ntah">haha..jgn tk caya..lps lgu2x duniawi tuh..kita dgr la nasyid plak..haha..so irony..

19. eight things i learned this year
hmm..not much since it's just beginning of da year..
- bayar zakat
- drive carefully...klau mengantuk berenti..pkai seat belt..(sbb dh eksiden aritu..huhu)
- technical knowledge in SAP
- life experience..so many ups and down..
- how to handle emotions n ur friends emotion
- dun b too reckless n careless...(dh ilang handphone kesayangan..huhu..)
- blogging..hihi..
- confident...hihi

20. 10 persons you tag
- umi
- syimah
- dian
- edang
- kak hai
- zatur
- akutertekan
- kak yati
- kak azelina
- kak lin
hihihihi

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my journey of life....

i always imagine my life is like i'm walking non stop on a never-ending road n path...on my journey...i fell...stumbled...and tripped a lot...n when the pain was no longer endurable... i cried..not knowing what to do...n hoped that crying can ease my pain..can make it go away...but still the marks is there..too deep to just vanished even though it had healed...n gathered my strength back to go on with my journey...i crawled...grab hold of anything near me so that i could stand...n walked again...n when my confidence is back...i tried to run...n then i stumbled again...bleeding...crying...then continued the journey...sometimes, i almost paralyzed...n thought that i can never walk again...that my journey will end...but i'm grateful...in spite of everything that i've been through...i still have the strength to go on with my journey without losing my rasional thinking and my senses....becoz i hav people around me...that always support me no matter what..n hold my hand to help me stand...n now...i fall again...excruciating pain like i've been stabbed even more...i cried...n begging for help at people around me...people that once helped me to stand up n walked again...but they just glare blankly at me..the only people that i can rely on n trust with all my heart...had turned their back on me...i'm so depressed n helpless knowing that i hav to stand up alone...like losing my wings that helped me to fly...i pray to God...to give me strength...n help me go through it...n make the journey easy for me...n now i realize...i can't rely on anybody....only God n myself...sometimes i hav to be stubborn...that way i can continue with my way n prepare for the next fall...so that i can bare the pain...

when i faced with all the difficulties that nearly choked me to death....i always thought...is it my fault??why i must faced with these difficulties all in a row??when all of these will end??and most of it..what's the silver lining behind it??

i always thought that i am emotionally strong...that people around me need my help to get through with their problems..i always lend my ears n gives my shoulder to cry on whenever they need me...n voice out opinions when they ask for...n strained my brain to think of the best solution for them...i always think that i can motivate people...i always think that people need me....but now...i am the one who need those shoulder to cry on...and i'm crawling..staggering with much difficulties...to go on with my life...n keep reminding myself that i'm fine on my own...dun worry...i'll manage......

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Ordinary me

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junior yg tk brapa nk junior sgt laaaa.....

aku dh ada dh blog dlm blogdrive...tp tk penah update blog aku..pastu plak blog tu ada crita lama..mls la aku nk update...last2x aku delete account terus...ni aku create blog bru..kiranya cm a new life to begin with la...cheewahhh...bukak buku baru...sbnrnya aku pon tktau nk tulih apa dlm blog nih...tp tkpa...aku kongsi ja apa2x benda yg leh dikongsi kt sini...letak dlm blog ni...so geng...yosshhhh!!!!!!!!!!

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